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Friday, October 08, 2004
10.06.04 entry:
Last night, I was a celebrity, adorned with a silky cherry-red ao dai, with diamonds glittering in my hair... I was perfectly flawless. (I definitely looked different---a bit older, that's for sure. I didn't recognize myself, but I knew it was me.) There were thousands of people---a crowd so big that I couldn't even count them all, but they were wildly cheering for me, and some were crying with joy. And strangely, I was getting married---getting married into a royal bloodline, and I was going to be even twice as famous than I was before, since if I were to marry, I will now be a princess, with a royal title now attached to my name. But even though everything was perfect, I sensed that something was wrong at the last minute. I felt like I was a pawn in some kind of conspiracy---for that word, conspiracy, kept flashing like big RED warning signs in front of me, and I was suspicious and I did not really want to get married. I kept asking the people who arranged this wedding for me if they knew something was up, but they refused to respond, which confirmed my suspicions even more that I know that they were somehow a part of the conspiracy. I haven't the slightest idea what was going on and I couldn't figure it out, so my frustration grew until I nearly found myself almost falling off of a windowsill of a tower, and hands reached out to help me up to safety.
And I finally found myself led to the main stage---the altar and the mysterious groom both waiting for me. And I was not ready. I did not want to get married until I figure out what the conspiracy was. In my gut, it told me that it was a political conspiracy. And since I'm horrible when it comes to history and politics, I pieced together my own hypothesis: if I were to get married into this royal bloodline, this would not be for love, but for political purposes or for status; ergo, I am the pawn.
I stood there stubborn, seeing everyone, my family, friends, relatives, my fans (yes, I was already famous before this unfortunate wedding) waiting for me to complete my own dreams of a romantic wedding. No, I will not. I will not marry, I kept saying to myself. I will not give up my values and moral principles and the things I treasure and cherish most that are important to me. I will NOT marry........................................................................
And when I woke up, I was glad that it was only a dream, for I was like, "Huh? What kind of dream was that? It doesn't make any sense. No sense at all."
Got interpretations, anyone?
10.07.04 entry:
Thanks, April for the interesting quiz. You rock, babe.  This made my day.
Today's entry (without any further ramblings.. lol):
I think I got a total of 3 or so projects/presentations to prepare for and work on. A midterm English exam to study for. More poetry to read. A Service Learning Program (or community service for a grade) to start on. Stats homework to complete... And now Poker Nite at UST. No, I'm not going to gamble.  It's for a charity we're trying to help out, so it's for a good cause. So I'm busy, busy, busy. I'm sorry for not updating. But I'm still here. So no worries!  So yeah, TGIF and it's Poker Nite! So I think I'll burn off some steam today. It's been a heck of a week. Midterms, studying, reading, writing papers... Argghh! No wonder my head keeps getting these little twitches of migraines... I'm glad my head didn't do this:  just yet... But oh, how I adore thee, Sweet Slumber! I need you now, for Fatique has been my company these past several weeks, and she's been wearing me down. I'm happy to have a 4-day break! Woohoo! So I'm not going back to school 'til Wednesday, but I got lots of stuff due when I get back... Great. *sarcasm* Just great...
Well, hope you guys have a great weekend! *huggles* Be good now!  
// rambled by A~Lotus at 1:21:00 PM
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