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Rambles, ponderings, rants, and nonsense...
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Bah! I keep getting side-tracked whenever I'm on the computer. The nagging Internet keeps calling me, urging me, luring me... and I just couldn't resist to check my email, blog, or mostly surf... LOL. And shhh, don't tell anyone, I'm SUPPOSED to be working on my psych paper, and I've attempted to start on it 3 days ago, but I keep getting distracted. *sighs* So... this would be a short entry.
Today, I got a chance to meet Brad Barkley, a really interesting writer at the Lit Society meeting I went to today, and plus we got a chance to interview him. I also wanted to go to his reading at 7pm, but I'm a busy person, so I couldn't go. I have to get my psych paper done and other miscellaneous things... Anyway, we discussed a bit about his new book called Another Perfect Catastrophe and Other Stories, and since those books didn't arrive on time for us to see them and stuff, my English prof made us copies of some samplings from Barkley's new book. I quickly scanned a couple, and I think humor is one of the hardest things to write about or at least using humor when writing, and his works are funny and witty. I mean, you might think that what you write is funny, but other people might think that what you write isn't. So, I'm going to read more from his new book and see what else is new. :-D And the coolest thing is that he gave us some really good writing tips. Hehe. You guys are looking at a crazy obsessed poet (Me me me!), who is also thinking about doing a collection of short stories or even novels... (I've attempted the novel over the summer. Didn't get anywhere close to being done.) :P
Well, but for now, I gotta focus on one. thing. at. a. time. SERIOUSLY. I used to have my brain do all sorts of multi-tasking, but errr, it doesn't work anymore. I think I've over-exhausted my poor brain at least a few years ago. I hate being the overachiever sometimes, but I can't help it. I hate extending myself, challenging myself way too much, but I can't help it. I'm so interested in so many things. I'm like a big gigantic absorber--maybe a sponge perhaps? Hehe. But now, I've learned to control my crazy brain... So it's pretty good now, at least for now... :) *wink*
Yes, I'm lazy putting up cute smileys on the page. So I'm doing the manual emoticons... LOL.
I seem to be getting this line from Friends flashing like a big neon sign in front of my mind right now, and I know I'm going to go thru this some day this week or some day next week... or just soon! Remember the line with Rachel saying, "I'm erotically charged, but I don't know what to do with it...?" Well, that's when Rachel is pregnant and she's telling Joey how she doesn't want to be in any relationship at the moment because of the future baby she's going to have. Joey then looks at her and says, "Is that a college word for horny?" or somewhere along those lines. LOL. Anyway, I know the PMS fever is Mother Nature's rule for bodily chaos in women, but gosh, that's how I'm feeling right now, and Rachel's words put it very nicely for me. What the heck do I do with all of this charge?? And since I'm not in any relationship for that matter (and it seems like I will never ever be in a hundred years from now), dealing with this erotic charge is so difficult at times. You see, I'm a horrible romantic. That's the other thing. I go towards poetry, mystery, dark horry/fantasy/gothic, and romance novels (err, not too sicky-mushy-extreme erotic romance novels). And then, sometimes I wonder if these stupid astrological signs mean anything. I'm a Scorpio, and those profiles say that Scorpios are Sex Gods/Goddesses, and are really deep true lovers or something like that... Extremely loyal, tend to stick to one relationships, long-term relationships, love only once, etc., etc.
If only some of these things are not true. But gosh, some of these profiles are almost accurate. I find it funny though. Not that I believe in these things, but I already feel like those things/experiences I've just mentioned above for Scorpios describe me pretty well.
Now back to what I was saying, what the heck do I do with all of this erotic charge at the moment? No, I'm not attracted to anybody at the moment, and even if I am, I can't do anything to them (haha), but what do I do? I don't even have a significant other so I can do all the huggles and smooches I want, so that option is long-gone dead... But I can certainly rant on here all day about it, and I don't think you guys would want a 10-page essay on bodily urges and the anatomy of women, right? But oh, I'm so contradicting myself when I said that this would be a short entry! You see, I'm distracted again! Look what you guys made me do!! :-D LOL.
Ok, enough of my rambles. Just an update for your amusement from yours truly. :-D
Love you all, until next post! *wink*
// rambled by A~Lotus at 10:45:00 PM
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