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Monday, September 27, 2004
3am. entry:
It feels good to have finally deleted all of my entries on LJ. I feel as if my past pains have been lifted away from me. Yeah, basically, LJ was like a high school journal for me. It went from happy-go-lucky to severe depression. Gosh, I just skimmed thru some of those entries, and it brought back a hell-load of heartaches. I can't believe I went thru so much... A total nightmare.
REMINDER (or at least a note to self): I'm going to have to go back and do that for Blogger. There are some of the earliest entries I really want to delete or at least modify.
3:30pm entry:
Today was absolutely pretty. Warm sunshine, a light breeze. Swirling leaves on the ground. Perfect feel of autumn. I feel as if I'm floating on Cloud Nine. Why is it that it is always this kind of time of year when I feel mushy enough for love? Now who would be my Prince? 
I think I made an A on my stats exam. 
Oreos with double cream are soooo good  , especially with milk.
I am home really early today. It feels unusual. I'm never home THIS early.
My legs are sore---can't seem to stand up or walk correctly. They feel like lead. I think that's because of all of my running around at the Elephant Toss Booth at the church bazaar Sunday... 2 hours or so minutes went by really fast. There are lots of people, and the kids are soooo adorable, especially when they win prizes from those games. I had fun though, despite the juices of perspiration running down me from head to toe. A good bath washes all of that gunk away though. LOL.
Lately, I've been dreaming about past relationships and friendships with people in a bizarre, surreal way, but I forget by the time I wake up. The only thing I can remember from those dreams is my longing to be with them.
Is anyone good at dream interpretation? What does this mean: a person is attempting to kill (and actually performs the killing, like strangling) newborn puppies, feels guilty and panicky about nearly killing those helpless puppies, but manages to revive all of the puppies and feels a whole lot better---relief? If anyone is good at dream interpretation, give me a ring. Seriously, I dreamt this, and that person who's the "puppy killer" was ME.  *gasps* I was more than shock to have this dream and then to wake up and remember this. It was scary. I wouldn't do anything like that; it's just so cruel!
P.S. Today is Monday. I usually don't post on Mondays.  Uhhh, did I miss something again? *scratches head*
Toodles for now, everyone! 
// rambled by A~Lotus at 7:20:00 PM
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