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Blog & Mini-Site... Rambles, ponderings, rants, and nonsense... :+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+: Wednesday, January 14, 2004 A break from this blogger isn't so bad---as long as it isn't from LJ, cuz that place freaks me out now... Still feeling upset, but I guess I'm always handling pain every time... *shrug* So I guess I don't mind it so much. I give up for now. No more. I'm sick of getting hurt. I'm just going to focus more on school and trying not to feel so down, and block out every single distraction from life. And I'm going to med school, so I'm going to work 3 times harder this semester and try to pull it up to at least a 3.8 for my GPA. I'm going to cut back a bit on my social life for now---I'm getting hurt too easily, and it hurts a whole lot. I feel like I cry too much, maybe every few seconds when I think about something really sad... And I'm not even sure if I want to go to Thieu Nhi anymore... I think I need a break from that as well... And if I ever get better, then I'll come back. Otherwise, I'm gonna skip it, and do other things... like going to the library to study early for tests, get organized, and do other stuff... I need to re-focus... somehow. And I'm doing it on my own again. I feel as if I have no more friends, for they're all at UH, and all of them are probably not as close to me anymore... but I know that they always care... *sigh* I wish someone close could help me. Who knows me well enough to help me go through this, but I'm always alone. I've been moping around for days already, and everyone's trying to get me to do stuff, but it's so hard for me to actually do anything, if I feel this hurt... *cry* Yeah, I think I'm gonna quit Thieu Nhi for a while, until I get better, or until I stop hurting, or something big happens to me--- and then, everything will be at peace... Now, I'm gonna go and get some more tissues for my eyes... // rambled by A~Lotus at 6:36:00 PM Atom Feed :||: Back to the top :+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+: © Kathy Nguyen, 2000-present. All rights reserved, unless if noted otherwise. Back to the top :+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+: Lotus Love... Back to the top :+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+:+: © Kathy Nguyen, 2000-present. All rights reserved, unless if noted otherwise.