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Monday, January 19, 2004
Arrrggh! For the moment, I'm all jittery and a bit shaky---maybe because I'm excited and anxious for tomorrow, cuz I'm finally going back to school after such a loooooooooooooong winter break!! =P
Anyway, yeah, so I'm definitely excited to work out some brain cells, and maybe I'm weird, but I have a constant craving for knowledge. *shrug* And I don't know why, but I'd always found school amusing, and I guess I somehow try to make things memorable... *wink*
So yeah, my first class tomorrow is psychology and then biology lab, but I doubt that there's even a lab for tomorrow or all this week rather.
*cross fingers* And hope all goes well tomorrow.
Another thing that is nagging me terribly is this constant patient waiting for an email or a call or something! from someone. *sigh* And maybe I care too much about this person? I don't know. But I'm scared to even try to call or even email... I guess I'm too afraid of rejection really.
There are too many things to deal with, and somehow I just want to be carefree and not think about anything.
So anyway, back to my schedule. I have 3 science classes this semester plus 2 labs. So, I'm gonna work my butt off to get an A if possible. So I'm gonna cut down with my social life and study 3x harder... I have to. I desperately want to get into med school, and it'll be tough...
I can't think of anything else I would be doing for the rest of my life... I mean, I can do poetry, but when I think about it, there are millions of other people who write so much better than I can...
If I become a doctor, I can share my poetry and help people that way. =) Ah, the dreams can go forever, and I'm going to make them happen---starting tomorrow!
Michael, I love your music to the site. Linkin Park is the coolest band ever!!
And Lianna, sweetie, you can overcome shyness! I still am, but it takes more than guts to not be shy. You'll make lots of friends, hun, with your charming personality, of course!! Just be yourself! =)
Well, g'night, everyone...
// rambled by A~Lotus at 11:51:00 PM
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