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Sunday, January 11, 2004
Another note:
I guess I'm the world's biggest loser. I can't ever make anyone happy. . .
Maybe I should separate myself from the world permanently. . . Maybe isolate myself somehow. And I can find ways.
I don't belong anywhere or even with anyone.
Even that all hurts a whole lot.
And with that, maybe I'm the world's most depressed person ever.
I just wish I have my old life back, wherever it is. . . But I know I won't.
I need help. . . please someone hold me before I really break apart and never be happy again. (I seem not to remember the last time I was ever happy.)
I think this is the last post for now. I'll swallow all of these tears and cry to myself when I'm alone, or silently with no one looking, or when I'm about to fall asleep. . .
Good-bye for now. I guess "pain" has always been my hidden middle name, somehow. . .
// rambled by A~Lotus at 5:31:00 PM
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