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Monday, November 17, 2003
Well, haven't updated here for a week already. That's cuz I went back to LJ and updated from there even though I said that I wasn't going to. I just can't help it, but to post an entry cuz people wanted to know how I'm/was doing. Awww, it's so sweet of them, cuz I have some really wonderful friends who are so adorably sweet and caring.
Anyway, I'm happy about my b-day so far, only that it would've been 10x much funner if I had my "real" b-day present. But I had that present for today, so it's all good. =P I'm not complaining, although I was pretty much nervous and breathing a bit too quickly or something---maybe a bit scattered-brained even, and probably didn't know what I was doing half of the time. Oh well. That's just me, I guess. I could be terribly giggly and silly when I am that nervous. I guess I didn't even know what I was saying half of the time either. Not to mention I couldn't even read my theology book. =P
I'm just glad that you're being honest and open at least. I just don't want to go through another cycle of deception and pain. I'd be more than crushed in the end, and I can be horribly jealous and maybe too passionate or maybe too sensitive. And people walk all over me. *shrug* Oh well, I can't help it, but to be horribly nice and just let people do what they want. Sometimes I'm trying my best to be aggressive and mean, but that doesn't go well with my body system. I think I'll end up with a raging headache in fact---or some migraine. Can't stay that way for a long time.
But I had fun today. I love the rain. It's making me even more giggly and bubbling with love---and a bit of desire. hehe. I feel like running out there with just a t-shirt and shorts and getting soak. hehe. Except that I don't think it's a good idea, cuz then I'll get electrocuted by lightning. =P
And I feel bad about leaving AIM on and off. Stupid internet, when it comes to rain. Disconnection really annoys me. Funny how no one reads this blogger, except me and you, and that's good, because I like to keep my most private things this way. =P And yeah, a girl like me would have 100000000 to the nth power hidden secrets.
Mystery. Passion. Love. Truth. These keys are my middle names. *wink* heehee. =P
// rambled by A~Lotus at 11:51:00 PM
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