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Monday, October 27, 2003
I've tried this blogger before, but now I don't even remember it. My usual blogger is at Livejournal, but my abandoned one is at Xanga.
Anyway, this past week has gone by both a bit slow and fast for me, and namely, I think it's all due to the end of the daylight savings time.
This past Friday, Christian came for a UST visit, and it was nice seeing him again. I only got a chance to talk to him momentarily, because I had to go to my classical lit class, which is a total bore... I mean, CVHS is a total dim light for me, and it seems as if though I have amnesia, partly because I want to forget all the nervous breakdowns I had throughout the whole entire year. It's so awful. I've never felt so abandoned and so alone in my whole entire life until senior year. Everyone seemed to be having fun and getting on with their own lives, but I couldn't even do that, because my happiness was taken away from me---so cruelly. And I was never given the chance to have the things I want---never!!! And most of the time, I forget what it means to be selfish, when I'm mostly selfless...
Anyway, I needed to give myself a break every now and then, so I went to the mall.
I just feel bad sometimes, because it's always been so easy for me to make friends, but I have trouble keeping them... maybe because of lots of things, mainly time that changes people AND things. But for what it's worth, I'm glad to have known them, and have them a part of my life. Everyone is a friend to me, and I always learn things from my friends...
Anyway, I just got an email from a poet I talked to online, but have never met personally. His name is James Daniel Darr, and he already has 2 books out. And his works are totally deep and powerful! Wow! I can't wait to get my works published someday! It'll be totally wonderful!
Well, time to start on my biology lab report!
*luv from A~lotus
(Some parts of this entry have been truncated due to private matters, and can be found here.)
// rambled by A~Lotus at 3:24:00 PM
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