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Thursday, October 30, 2003
Am I obsessed? I think I am.
I'm obsessed with truth, explanations (the "why" questions to everything), love, inner wisdom, knowledge in academics, happiness in life...
Am I too dependent? I think I am.
I need my family for support, my peers for motivation, my close friends for constant pillars when I need someone to turn to, and maybe even more personal close friends when I need encouragement and love, and God to keep my sanity and faith.
Am I crazy? I think I am, because I feel like I'm too dependent on others and I'm obsessed with lots of things...
I'm terribly frustrated now, and maybe today had been a bad day for me.
I need to finish all my assignments that are due tomorrow. I ruined my experiment in chem lab with the wrong calculations and the graduated cylinder broke. Then, when I was washing all of the glassware for clean-up, the water that ran out of the rubber tubing shot thru the air like water from a water fountain and I was completely drenched. Not to mention that I was walking by one of my friends and didn't see them say "hi". I was completely spacey, cuz I'm tired!!!
*cry* Oh please, I need a hug now. I think 14 credit hours are enough. And maybe I'll consider taking summer school. If not, I probably use the whole summer to work somewhere, maybe at Almeda, and rest.
(Some parts of this entry have been truncated due to private matters, and can be found here.)
// rambled by A~Lotus at 6:51:00 PM
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